NEWS:

Hello everyone!! I've opened a new gallery for my realistic artwork!!

so please visit this gallery aswell.



!!!!!!!!! new

ARTWORK:

Will upload a new manga drawing soon and also some more realistic artworks in the new gallery. look foward to....

~Danielle

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my friends and artists i adore:

NEWS:

I'm falling for you. yes, for you... and I doubt you see it, and I doubt you feel the same.
People keep telling me you can never know these things in such a short period of time, but I beg to differ. I know.
I needed to get this off my heart. See everytime I see you it comes with a great amount of happiness, but also with the same amount of hurt and uncertainty.
This also might explain how for one minute I can be all happy and jumpy, and for the other one so sad and blank.

So now I don't know what to do.
Whatever it will be, I hope it'll be with you.

ARTWORK:

Have some new ideas, but not sure if I want them on paper.
sorry people, but with emotional frustration comes also the artists block.

~Danielle

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my friends and artists i adore:

NEWS:

You are probably wondering about the title of this journal entry..
Are you familliar with the feeling that sometimes on a certain issue your brain and heart disagree? Ofcourse we all know it happens mostly in the love issues.
To not get into spacific things (because earlier this week I found out you never know who might be reading this...), I've got myself into a situation in which my heart tells me to go through with it and see what happens next, and my brain is telling me GET THE F*** OUT OF THERE!
Further Explanation: A certain someone is double msging me.
On one hand there are moments he is the nicest, and cutest, and just awsome and makes me feel like he really really cares for me.
On the other hand there are moments he can be such an asshole (like last minute notifying me that he won't come over and that ofcourse screws up my plans for the evening, etc.).
So my heart sends me this signals (since I'm already feeling for him.. a little...) that I should stay, here and there gently explaining what's bothering me each time he acts stupid and go on for a month or so like that and by the end of that month confront him about what exactly he feels.
My brain, though, is telling me that if someone really liked me he wouldn't do stuff like that. That whenever he does something like last minute notifying me he won't meet me to ummm add an apology? which he doesn't btw.

And the worst thing is, I can't really read him at all because of a small stupid fucked up orginization called... M.A.P.I
Shortly explaining: it's "The art of seduction" the israeli version. It teaches guys how to hit on girls, and actually what to tell them so that they'll end up doing whatever they desire without mentioning the girls feelings..
The thing is this group is divided to two sub groups:
-The guys that uses this course to get out of their insecurity and shyness.
-The guys that uses it to score with every living girl they see, regardless of how she may feel when they won't call her back.
(I've been told, to justify that group, that the ones who do it well, do it in a way the girl will know what she's getting herself into and will prevent her from developing emotions towards the guy.. BS!)
So... the problem is..... I DON'T KNOW WHICH GROUP HE FITS IN???
How do I find out GENTLY and unnoticably what he might feel/not feel for me.. and how importand I am to him... HELP ANYONE?

Thanks a lot,
be waiting to get your advices.. they sure do help.

~Danielle

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my friends and artists i adore:

NEWS:

From all the troubles I've gotten myself into, this will probably hurt me most. You see I have a terrible weakness, I get attached to people very quickly, so eventually I like them quicker and also fall in-love quicker than most ordinary people do.
Maybe it's because we, the artists, are very sensitive to emotions and gestures.. So what's the problem? The problem is that i tend to listen to my heart and rather my brain, which isn't always a good thing.
I REALLY HOPE THIS WON'T GET TO THE WRONG EARS..
I met someone, he asked for my phone number in the most original, made me laugh, way, so although I hasitated eventually I gave him my number... and we met the next day.
I like him. He is sweet and interesting, he knows to keep a conversation, and he is also good-looking
again, so what seems to be the problem?
He teases me endlessly, he sometimes shows interest in me and sometimes he acts like it's all about him, WELL ITS NOT! there is me involved somewhere in it.
I told him a few times I feel like he'll hurt me.. I told him I only date people who date one person at a time. that I am the kind of person who is looking for love and not one night stand.

..... It got to such a situation in which I ask myself why does he even date me.. if he constantly telling me what's wrong with me...

What should I do......
I'm really starting to like him.. what will happen when (and if) I'll fall for him..?

ARTWORK:

I have a lot of insparation from the music I listen to...
so SOON TO COME!!!

love ya lots!
~Danielle

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my friends and artists i adore:

NEWS:

Hey people who read my journal! So now I have only 2 months (and a half if you insist) until I finish my mendatory army service.. meanwhile I'm on a week-off at home, resting and working on the AMC (anime and manga convention), and this is how it started:
Last week (or was it two weeks ago?) I got a call from Einav my friend about this convention and that they were looking for some good anime artists to decorate and design the convention and it's lectures. Also we get to set up a stand and sell our stuff. Ofcourse I jumped on the opportunity. So now I have a lot of work to be done, and I mean stationary, bookmarks and prints, all mine.
I need this to work. So if you are Israeli, and you like my art, come to the cinematek at 9/12.

Besides that, I, once again, have proved myself to be a scardy-cat when it comes to revealing my feelings towards certain people.
Damn me, why do I complicate every single thing?
And also I'd like to thank my best friend Vital in this opportunity for the major support I get from him in everything I do. Also, to you Rachel, for all of your help in the you know what of the you know who.



ARTWORK:

Got a new devID that will soon be uploaded. Also been working on some projects but due to the massive amount of work I have to do for my stand in the convention uploading new art will take some time.
sorry...

Until next time..

~Danni

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